The world keeps turning

It all comes full circle. Starting this new experience feels like it was so long ago and it's now coming to an end. I haven't been writing because I didn't think that anything was that exciting. Then I remembered this journal I kept one summer when I was around 10 or 11 years old of summer camp. At the time nothing seems that important just a pour of emotions. I'm so happy that I made that journal because it helps me remember the small things in life. So for the next postings might not be generalized to everyone, but I hope someone can relate. I've enjoyed my time volunteering and knowing that I am making a difference in someones life even if I'm not seeing it happen. I'm part of a huge project that is universal. It makes me happy to know that we don't discriminate on any bases and everyone that is a part of it, is really just a puzzle in making peace across the world. I don't consider myself a hippie or anything like that. I just want to be an honest good personal. The person I want to be is not always what I am, I have flaws and can be selfish, but I try. I took my first optional course and I didn't have the best time. Everyone there was much older than me, which has become my usual encounters with the people around me. My only fear is that once I go to college, I will not be able to get back in the swing of things, because of my "break." It's all stressful and keeping me awake at night, but that's life. One way or another it falls in a place.